Recently i was broken into by who is still unclear but there has been alot happening who i thought it was is or maybe was a friend how ever that friend has had a very recent tragedy she lost her 6 day old daughter this has put me in a strange situation as we have maintained contact due to she claiming it wasnt her so i am now stuck between do i hate and ignore her during this very difficult and upsetting time or do i help her thru it like a good friend would.
Just 1 prob to this dilemma most people say i should hate her for what she has done to me as there is alot more than what i am writing in this but im not a hateful or nasty person and really she needs people around her to support her thru so this is the decision i have to make only i can make it but the other thing is i was just as small and ill as that baby so why can i survive and still be here at 21 and she cant i have a probable answer for this the situation which is most likely the main cause as the simlarities of everythin else is amazing but no matter what is thrown at me i look for the good in people so do i stop that or do i hurt my friend in this tough time i think not what sort of person would i be if i kicked her while she was down she needs me and my support if only for a short while at least im there and she is able to use me as support instead of strugglein and hurting even more.
